mAh diArY...

sad.. sad .. sad :[

+.. I’ve come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless then I found myself wondering why of all the people in the world I can fall in love with, I fell for someone who can never be mine..

+.. It hurts to say goodbye to a person you love knowing that life won’t be the same without him. But it’s better to give up rather than to fight knowing that you’re the only one fighting..

+.. Sometimes I get so happy being with you that I just wanna hug you. But then I get scared that you will hug me back. And then it gets too damn hard when you decide it’s already time to let go..

+.. If I only knew you’d hurt me, I wouldn’t have loved so deep. I would have saved my heart from breaking cause it’s not for you to keep. If I only knew you’d fool me, I wouldn’t have been so blind. I would have opened my eyes to reality and stopped your game in time..

+.. No matter how loud I laugh, I’m still not happy. No matter how hard I cry, the sadness inside grows. The more people love me, the more I feel empty. I just need you to love me for all the pain to go..

+.. Why is it so easy to love and yet so hard to be loved back? Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? Why do I have to fall if it’s you I can’t have? Why is there a you and me but never be an us?

+.. You were sitting at one place. I sat beside you and asked what happened, you walked away. I was about to run after you but then I realized that we were sitting on my grave..

+.. When you love someone, you give everything without thinking twice, deny the truth, believe in lies, do crazy things that you can’t explain and cry over things that hurt you but still stay and say, “I’m okay.”

+.. I’m always pretending I’m happy when I couldn’t even smile, keep on pretending I’m not hurt now that he’s no longer mine. What would I do if he loves someone new? I’ll just pretend I don’t love him too..

+.. I needed someone so I tried to talk to you but you were in a hurry. I tried to call you but you said you were busy. I wanted to tell you how I feel, to tell you I love you. Now you’ll never know cause guess what? I’ve learned to let go :[

+.. Sometimes the best way to say I love you is to hold his hand, give it to the one he loves, let go, pretend it’s okay when deep inside, you’re dying :(

+.. Why is it that I’m always hurt by the one I love and always being loved by the people who shouldn’t be loving me? The sad thing here is though I try to choose the one who loves me, my heart still longs for the one who hurts me :'(

+.. I hope I never met you so I wouldn’t have fallen for you and I wouldn’t have to struggle with my feelings cause I know it’s impossible. Please tell me what to do. Should I just keep distance and try to forget you? :[

+.. You’ve broken my heart by making me fall and now I wish I never knew you at all. You’ve played me around as if I were some kind of game and now things will never be the same. But here I am, still as stupid as I can be, hoping and wishing that you will still love me..

+.. Fairy tales usually start with “once upon a time” and end with “and they lived happily ever after”. But for us it’s “they lived happily ever after once upon a time”.

+.. It’s unfair to think so much of you when you’re not missing me at all, to cry when you never shed a tear, to love when you say words that hurt my heart and to live when you breathe for someone else :[

+.. Ouch: I never really wanted to let go of you but you wanted to be free. I wanted to stay but you wanted me to go. I never gave up till you told me that all the time I was loving you, you were wishing me gone.. 

can u help mEh.? :(

waaaah,.wat should i dO b.?
i luv dis persOn , but di nya na cOh luv. haist ..
i dOnt knOw wat tO dO.? i nid sum1 tO lean On, huhuhu :'( do i have to wait Or dO i have to let gO.???

". Lord, let me accept the fact that this is the farthest that I can get, the closest I could be and the clearest that I shall see and that no matter what I do, I can never make him love me too."

When The Last Teardrop Falls

It's so hard to lose the one you love To finally have to say goodbye You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on And all that you can do is cry Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone When the last tear drop falls I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories And all of what used to be When the last tear drop falls I will stand tall And know that you're here with me in my heart When the last tear drop falls So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on But my destination still unknown, oh yeah Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again? When I was meant to walk these streets alone If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight It would be to have you right back by my side Now it's time for me to find my happiness again And the emptiness from missin' you Will never ever end ..

trUtH abOuT uS... :]

1. Wen a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. Wen she ignores u after u've done something wrong, it's best 2 give her some time to cool down before giving her a heartfelt apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship is over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. Wen d guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she melts.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl a lot, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stares 'okie?

8. If u don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding u after u reject her, leave her alone for a while. If u still want 2 b friends, talk 2 her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about wat dey feel. Music, poetry, drawings nd writing r ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When d guy she likes calls her for d first time, the girl may act uninterested during d call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start calling her friends 2 spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If u like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get 2 know u.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave her alone.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try 2 guess a girl's FEELINGS. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that, she's beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first look at the girl next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves will always stay in her heart.

24. Girls love 2 have fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friend usually knows best wat she's feeling nd going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention 2 them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness 2 a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them...

hatE 2 fall in LovE agaiN =(

Dont Fall IN Love

Have you ever Fallen in Love, But knew they did not care.? Have you ever felt like crying, But knew you'd get no where.? Have you ever watched them walk away..... Not wanting them to go.? And whispered 'I LOVE YOU' softly..... Not wanting them to know.? You cried all night in a misery, And almost went insane. There's nothing in this world. That causes so much pain. If i could choose between LOVE and DEATH, I think I'd rather die. Love is fun,but it hurts too much And the price you pay is high.
So i say,don't fall in love. You'll be hurt before it's through. You see my friend i ought to know, I fell in love with you =(

sad days Of my lifE :(

waaah march nah ,Lpit n bday cOh .. .
pero dami pa ring problema .tpOs yung tinuturing coh png bestfrend prang nang iwan p s ere .. asar!! bkiT sya danun.?!? huhuhu :'(

LOVE

Love...  Why does it hurt?  Why does it ache?  Maybe because we love too much  and too deep that sometimes  we forget to keep a little for ourselves...  sad but true. :(

ღღღ a brOkEn hEart ღღღ

If your heart gets broken by the one you truly love... don't let go of the love in your heart but let go of the person. You'll never know, someone might be worthy of that love. ღღღ brOkEn hEart Of miNe ღღღ

ღღღ a brOkEn hEart ღღღ

If your heart gets broken by the one you truly love... don't let go of the love in your heart but let go of the person. You'll never know, someone might be worthy of that love.

ღღღ brOkEn hEart Of miNe ღღღ

ღღღ a brOkEn hEart ღღღ

♥♥♥      If your heart gets broken by the one you truly love...
don't let go of the love in your heart but let go of the person.
You'll never know, someone might be worthy of that love. ♥♥♥